=-(t).(0).(x).(I).(c)-=

2004-04-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

TeLL mE

wat time issiz now? wähähä... but the lady is stiLL awake! coz' she slept through from hMmm.. 4.30 until like 11.30... horrible rite? hahax... kor was like critisizing me again.. but well, it's nt new.. (=

m realli happy todae.. for no äppäränt reason.. wàhähä... tmL going swimming lehx.. wah kaoX! better nt rain manx... if nt, i sure fucked up one. but.. -sighs- gotta wait tiLL art remedial finishes..

such a bore..

oh yeah.. wahahax.. got ppLe say i look lyK dog.. well, i started it first.. even if i look lyk a dog.. i think.. a realli cute lil' dog.. (= m i right?

haix... counting down.. 12 days to exam.. boring! haven done any darn preparations.. well, obviously not... hahax... can't get to slp now siax.. haix.. nobody chat wif me also.. hahax..

2004-04-27T18:28:00.000+08:00

wAhAhAx..

YEAH! i cut my hair worx.. hahax... short fringe.. cut thin again.. costs 22 bucks.. wtf yeah? than cant realli tie lahx...
i dun tie first lor... wait until kana catch.. hehe.. cut with kor kor..

-sighs-
they are getting worst.. i m scared.. realli... juz' wondering... how well our "yuan fen" is lor.. this is definitely nt fate.. boring...

>:(

2004-04-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

bULLshIT!

hEEhEE!!!! WaHahA.. i m back! how can i ever nt touch the com for a whole darn week? NO WAY! (= haben started any studying yet.. wah lah.. neber mind lah.. haix.. see.. see...see... everytime also neber mind.. haix.. haha..

finish b.c lessons todae.. than meet pang.. oh yeah.. b.c lessons so pathetic... onli got like 6 students onli... haahx... than meet pang.. had burger king.. i ate bacon and sumthing... bbq bacon or wat so ever.. haha.. nt nice one.. yew.. the bacon hor... fried one.. stupid rite? i mean.. i will neber eat fried bacon...than walk ard.. buy one skirt.. cheap cheap one.. than take neoprints at cineleisure... of cos.. visited topshop!... heehee..

meet dad & mom @ taka... go kino with mommy.. buy 'seventeen' magazine.. and that card holder.. dun noe how to say.. heehe.. than go takashimaya the departmental store.. shop shop.. i buy bra again!!! CUTE!!!! haha.. one is a mth theory thing.. than got algebra one.. haha.. cute hor? kaox... 27 bucks for that darn set.. another one.. came with free strips.. very cute too... that one is cheaper.. 25 bucks.. ahha... anyways, nt i pay... (= go cold storage and buy things lor.. eee... tried this darn yoghurt.. d'lite one.. flavour ish honey buzz.. sounds cool? tastes like shit..a haha..

than go home... anyways, i came back from geylang... WOoOoo.. dun think YY oRhx... go there eat claypot rice.. ee... korx park the car that area.. very scary.. like so many pek pek.. hahax... than korx ask me walk beside him.. haha.. i bet he's scared too.. yEw... creepy!!! (=

YEAH!!!! tmL go play goLf leHx.... woOOhoOO!!... hopefully nobody pang say lahx... (= than afternoon... got BALLET!!! WAH!!!! COOL!!!

*maBeL goEs cRaZy aND DanCes oUt oF thE roOm..

2004-04-22T18:18:00.000+08:00

LaST!

this will probably bee the last blog entry i will make till after my mid-year.. gotta study very soon.. left with a week to examinations and 19 daes to the 'O' lvl eng paper..

AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

this sucks.. i noe i gotta get my darn butt out of this chair and proceed to my room to study.. but, m lYk stuck to the chair.. hahax.. my fingers attracted to the keyboard like 2 pieces of strong magnet.. stupid? hahax.. chi compo lesson was BORING!!! did stupid stuff todae.. (=

boring boring boring..
gonna face the books for the next darn week
write down notes in all colors..
no more fooling ard..
but it's kinda impossible..
-bleah-
no heck cares. -argh-
boring lessons.. will haf to occupy my timetable..
-bOOoo-

so, there... the little princess goes..
giving a very gentle wave to all the pple..
wishing all good luck in their examinations..
hoping she will score well too.. (=

staring into space @ nite..
with the picture in the clouds of her prince in the sky..
kisses to him.. so long good bye.. )=

LAME!

2004-04-20T19:12:00.000+08:00

wiLL i fiND my pRinCe? (=

watch the prince & me @ Lido.. jus now with hui ting.. very nice leh.. VERY NICE!!! pathetically, i teared.. hahax.. but it is like so touching.. some of u might choose nt to agree.. but that's me.. my emotions.. it was bRrr-ing cold in the cinemas.. haha.. smart enuff.. i brought my jacket.. hahax.. than anyway, i had a realli heavy lunch todae.. ahahx.. wanna noe wat it is? i ate the Go~g0 sandwich meal.. got coke , that g0~gO thing and whipped potato.. than i ordered another colonel burger.. hahax... ate all.. and i m still hungry now.. heehex.. pig yeah? (=

that;s it.. oh yeah! i realli recommand u all to watch The Prince and Me.. better do it soon.. or it will be too late.. hahax...

2004-04-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

I'vE gT a FrEaky BRo..

oh gosh! i neber imagined tat... it's totally freaky... my bro had an operation.. on his nose.. than anyway, he looked into the mirror jus now.. and found out there is something in his nose.. it's damn disgusting lor.. than he try to take that thing out.. it's gross.. like covered with all the shit.. but he & me neber found out wat it was.. hahaha..

he is freaky!!! ARGH! haha... that guy.. yEw.. haha.. but still, he's my bro.. and ya noe wat? we enjoy doin such stuff.. hehe... helping each other to burst the blisters.. squeezing pus out... looking each other squeeze blackheads.. haha.. that's US!

-wInks-

2004-04-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

magic word :shopping!

wohOO! too bad it's 12. 31 in the morning.. -sighs- otherwise, bye! tata! i will be of shopping! i need to do some shopping.. real serious shopping.. hehee.. if i m going out later... which is the afternoon.. coz' it is already a new day.. i will spend all my 200 bucks... on clothes.. wallet.. everything! EVERYTHING I SEE! i need to buy new things... brand new things... things i haben bought before... heehee... it's gonna be cool... right?

oh yeah... coz' of kor kor.. ARGH!!! did nt play golf todae.. but went down to suntec city in a rush to get gloves... haha... coz' u will need those when u play golf.. hehee... well, than this week's practice is off... hopefully it is on the next week... (= wooOOoo... ballet will be on next week as well.. later no haf practice.. neber mind lor.. probably, will do some little studying... i haf to liaox... it's already mid of April.. and i haben even touched on a single topic.. or rather subject... hahaha...

2004-04-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

I'm waiTinG

it's probably those chinese serials that are making me sick. nt exactly sick. but in a sense that i wanna be lurved. the feeling jus comes.. no idea y. i dun realli understand myself too.. seriously.. is it him or him or him? well, nobody else noes who are the 'HIMS'.. and that's bad! i gotta keep them all to myself.. it's realli stupid.. i seriously admit.. i dare nt tell anybody.. reason.. it's nt very safe to do so.. bottled up everything in my mind.. gosh..

well, according to that Beautiful Trio.. isiz b'coz of sex that make guys wanna love a gal? get me? neber mind if u dun... it's pretty true that guys are auditory creatures and galx visual creatures... i dun noe wat is that word lah.. but anyways, it makes some sense to me.. yeah.. if a guy realli lurves u.. will he do everything for u? is that true? hMmM.. i dun quite believe lehx.. seriously.. there's gotta be a dae when either one starts getting bored.. too much giving and nt taking is nOT GOOD!... sometimes, guys to gals are like alcohols.. either u appreciate it.. or u dun..

to me, i think that the more u want the person by ur side. the more impossible it is.. well, i haben realli proven that.. but, i think it's kinda true... *pHEw* tmL's the last episode of Beautiful Trio.. if nt ar.. die liaox.. i sure go gaga.. hahax..

haix.. Him 1 is cute, tanned, lame enuff for me, but still nt very close...
Him 2 is nt bad... lame too.. funny.. entertaining.. of cuz' i noe him lahx..
Him 3? nth much leh.. but also nt bad.. heex
probably there's gonna be a HIm 4 coming up.... he's funny... nt bad looking.. entertaing too.. lame.. and i think he's someone i can stare for hours.. so, if u catch me staring at him for a while.. w/o looking at anything else.. he could be that HIm4..

hIM5 gotta be Randall Tan.. he rocks.. though he is like so darn old.. he's still so charming.. with his english accent and handsome look.. his smile so bright and cute.. hehe...

MabEL continues dreaming..........

2004-04-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

crys

i m feeling down.. but i dun noe y.. one of those groovy moodswings again? haix.. went swiming with ht and yl jus now lor.. nt very tanned.. but neber mind.. yeah... visited kor @ NUH.. he looked nt too bad.. jus tat the bandage looks kinda disgusting.. i kinda regret that i did nt take his earpiece for him.. oPpS.. sorry la kor.. hehe..anyways, hmMm...

nth much also lah.. dun feel like blogging abt the past few daes.. so.. )=

2004-04-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

hEarT oF chOcoLatE?

Heart of Chocolate

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla

hahax.. took diz' quiz and my heart is actualli made of chocolat. ahha..so weird yeah? issit b'cuz i lYk to eat chocolats? haha.. anyway, it's so cute..

back from bugis.. yeah.. met up with tRisa and jOviN after my lessons.. met @ cineleisure.. than went to eat Burger king and off we went to play pool.. hey! it's nt tat bad.. i think i played nt too badly.. haha.. anyway, will lyk to play again.. anybody interested can jio me too. haha..

than pei trisa to bugis lor.. sia la..haha.. me & jovin go walk walk than go arcade... saw lina.. piangz.. she dance realli well!! haha.. than go watch a bit of fashion show and than go take neoprints.. juz nice, after taking.. her bao bei come liao.. than i seperate ways with her.. i go find trisa.. we walked around.. went to topshop.. AGAIN! oh gosh! i m so0o in lurve with their stuff.. it's mature.. but it's like stylish and modern too.. i think very suitable for ppLe our age.. yeah... fell in lurve with another skirt.. it's a pleated mini skirt with button tab details.. but this time round.. it costs 73 bucks.. wow! anyway, it seems like that rib pleated ra ra skirt would soon be out.. as in.. GONE! and u noe wat? i m gonna buy that skirt next week! hear me..

I, Mabel Tang, will buy the Rib Pleated Ra Ra Skirt from Topshop NEXT WEEK!!! I will save every single cent to buy that skirt!!

juz' like the show ydae.. everydae eat cup noodles juz to save up to buy a dress.. well.. i wun practically eat cup noodles everyday lah.. haha.. but i will nt go out to eat le..torture myself.. haha.. must get that skirt with my own savings!!! -bleah- dun luff k.. i'm serious! |=

kK.. anyway, after we walked @ topshop, pangx went to buy her hairband.. than go down basement buy some stuff to eat on the way home.. (= i bought beard papa's creme puff and cheesecake.. i also dun noe wat name lah.. haha.. but ok-ok lor.. nt that nice until like everydae also can eat lor.. it's so ordinary.. juz' wondering y pple buy lor.. maybe the cheese isn't that strong as compared to starbucks or secret recipes.. than take bus home lor.. (=

oh yeah.. neber talk abt british council lesson leh.. haha.. yeah.. had fun todae.. but started off with some totalli freaky & pai say incidents.. neber mind.. dun wanna sae abt it.. i got to sit with jie wen todae.. after some arrangement made.. haha.. yeah.. yinglin is so cute.. juz' when he smiles.. his smile is so vibrant! haha.. anyways, me & jie wen came up with this realli crazy & crappy story... had a good time luffing though.. hehehe..

2004-04-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

g00d fRidaE!

okie.. i get some darn ideas after reading some of my fren'z blog le..

let me begin with my dae todae. went to pray lahx. than jess jie & ah hing jie came to my hse. first uncle came too. anyway, had lunch.. than the three gurls kinda k.o lor. haha.. than after tat, all of us and my daddy & yi kor went to suntec city.. joked alot on the way there.. it's nice to haf a gathering with cuzzies once in awhile.. daddy got his lens changed.. while waiting, the 3 gurls went to the resting area and realli got cozied there.. read magazines.. than after tat, all of us went to careffour.. nice place.. well, it is nice to me coz' i enjoy buying my favourite goodies.. as usual, daddy bought tubs of ice-cream..

he's mad abt ice-creme... trust me..

than while going to the car park.. past by this shop called. Royce wondering wat it sells? haha..
it sells things that are sinful.. haha..yeah! CHOCOLATES! the chocolates there are like.. damn nice.. well, reasonably priced @ $12.50 per box.. it melts in your mouth.. i swear.. u will ask for more after eating once.. well, daddy bought them.. one box for jess jie too. she herself bought some peanuts covered in chocolate.. looks nt bad too.. haha..

yeah! m waiting for pang to call back or reply our SMSes. suddenly M.I.A sia.. haha.. anyway, y? tmL me, jovin & pang going to play pool.. but lehx.. since now pang haben reply.. i also dun noe how leh.. jovin's asking her godbro to go.. i dun realli mind.. well, maybe i do.. and worst, her godbro's gonna call his fren along.. wow! how bad can that be? i dun wanna spoil my dae.. seriously.. i m frantically looking for pang now.. well, if she is nt going, than i probably will gif up the thought abt going too.. i seriously dun wan too.. but haix.. it's lyk i'm gonna be the odd one out.. and.. things will turn out juz so cold for me.. everything's gonna get boring.. u see me.. i see u.. nth to say to each other... well, maybe i juz' call this unsocialable ba..

2004-04-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

1 suRveY
1. Body: Sleep with or without clothes on?
with.. coz' it'll bee freezing cold with my air-con on..

2. Prefer black or blue pens?
blue pens.

3. Dress up on Halloween?
Nope, Halloween isn't such a big thing over here.

4. Like to travel?
yeah.. it's cOOL..

5. Like someone?
no. but i miss him. )=

6. Does he/she know?
i dun think so.. haix...

7. Sleep on your side?
Yup. I like to curl up.

8. Think you're attractive?
nay. i neBer tot i was attractive b4. NEBER!

9. Want to marry?
Of course!!!

10. Who?
haBen yet lahx.. so fast...

11. Are you a good student?
wat's the meaning of a good student?

12. Are you currently in a relationship?
NAY. and haix.

13. Are you involved in sports?
Eh, nope.

14. Birthplace?
Gleneagles hospital..

15. Christmas or Halloween?
x'mas of coz...

16.Colored or black-and-white photo?
Black-and-white. looks more meaningful..

17. Do long distance relationships work?
neber tried it b4..

18. Do you believe in astrology?
Nope, don't believe them, but still read horoscopes anyway.

19. Do you believe in God?
Yeaa.

20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yeah.. quite..

21. Do u consider urself the life of the party?
NEBER! coz' i cant get pple to work with me..

22. Do you drink?
still underage.. but when it's legal for me.. haha.. u will probably see me drunk everydae.

23. Do you have a car?
NO. haix.. wiLL work hard for one.. in future.

24. Do you have a confider?
meaning? pple confiding me? or?

25. Do you make fun of people?
yeah. but i haf my own limits too.

26. Do you think dreams eventually come true?
i doubt so. than y is it called a dream when it can come true?

27. Fave thing to do?
Rotting in bed.

28. Fave breakfast food?
hardly eat any breakfast nowadaes..

29. Fave Candy?
lots of them.. heehee..

30. Fave Vacation spot?
anywhere.. as long as i haf fun...

31. Favorite body part of the opposite/same sex:
opposite sex: everything.. more on face..
same sex : thighs, waist and arms..

32. Favorite cartoon?
rugrats..

33. Go to the movies or rent?
To the movies.

34. Have you ever moved?
yeah..

35. Have you ever stolen anything (from a store)?
Didn't steal. I just merely took it. haha...

36. How's the weather right now?
cold..

37. Hug or kiss?
Hug, anytime.

38. Last person you talked to on the phone?
kor kor.. haix..

39. Last time you showered?
after my swim.

40. Loud or soft music?
Loud.

41. McDonalds or Burger King?
burger king! mac sucks...

42. More romantic; baths or showers?
hu cares?

43. Night or day?
The nights are lonely, and the days are so sad.

44. Number of Pillows?
the more the merrier...

45. Piano or guitar?
Hmm. i'd prefer the piano.

2004-04-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

sEcRet gaRdeN.
*waves frantically.. eLLox...
jUz' g0t back fRm centRaL..
0uT with my jIe.. panGx..
weNT m0s to eat and chat..
libRaRy t0 RetURn fiNE.. |=

bEfoRe that lEhx..
wenT swImMiNG wit huITinG,
yuLInG & siEw kiAng..
swAm a fEw laps..
reaD iT! a FEW!
weLL, i c0nsiDer mYseLf nT
baD lE.. haha..
y? coZ' i neBer haD pRopEr tRaiNINg.
i sWear! i neBEr haD lEssoNS..
jUZ' LeaRn a fEw thIngs bY pRis jIE..
thE rEst iS.. pRactisE mAkEs pErfEct!

kINda tiReD nOW.. hAiX..
waTChinG mEteOR gaRdEn 2 s00n..
tRy to staY uP t0 1 baHx.. haha..

yEah... hAd chI c0mp0 cLass AGAIN!
oh gOD! weLL, rEaLLi g0t pISSed oFF bY thaT
eXtreMeLy dRamaTic
teacHEr.. shOUteD @ hIM toDae..
n0 dEtaILs.. (=
LazY t0 tyPE lAhx..

oH yeaH! i Had thIS fReaKY haiRstYLe
toDae. iT is LIke tYinG 2 poNYtaiLs..
onE on t0p of THe otHer..
duN get mE? neBer MInd..
lOTs oF eyEs lOOKinG @ mY haiR..
bUT, i LYk iT.. (=

hMmx.. wiLL thINGs bE thE saME liKE it USeD to BE?
........ tHE sT0RY c0nTiNueS! ......
anD yEah.. hAix..
wiLL g0d pLz anSweR mY qUesTIOns sOOn..
s0 daT wE wuN haF t0 suFFEr.. (=

2004-04-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

sMiLe. saE chEEzE!

went out to far east toDae.
hAd kFc foR luNCh.
)= fattening.
hAd ne0PrinTs tAken agaiN.
(=
weLL,
weNT ruNNInG wif KOR kOR..
n0 staMIna aS uSuaL..
-bleah-
waItiNG f0r my tUrN to Bathe NOw.
hAvIng tuiTion LAter..
eww..
got body odour..
haix..
yEah!
chEck oUt mY nEw pHOto aLbUM..
uNDer mY naVigaTE colUmn..

smILes..
*maBEL ruNs oFF Le..

2004-04-06T17:22:00.000+08:00

TwIsT iT. LicK iT. duNk iT.

introducing... chOoOco cReME oReO cOOKiEs.. nice nice.. haha.. i bought form NTUC juz' now..
hEEheE... anYwayS.. todae lehx.. hMmM..
we sat down to talk abt each other's fault lor..
well, i m glad that there isn't much emotions..
& we can get along again.. haha..
so, hopefully, this will strengthen our friendship. (=

hMmm.. nth much lahx.. haha.. ehX.. i passed my pHysics.. haha..
16/30.. onli.. haha..
neBer mind lah.. wiLL work hard..
haix.. 'o' lvls for english coming soon..
creepy.. |=

2004-04-05T20:39:00.000+08:00

t0niGht, i fEEL cLose to U.

an ordinary monday..
with a cold morning for a start...
weLL, quite a number of stuff happened in the afternoon lor..
first of aLL, as a fRen!
a concern onE... (=
iF u are reading, wish u good luck for ur competition BahX..
mr. chua announce our dear classmate, darryl, going for competition lorx..
so, lessons are always boring to me..
hMmm.. ehX.. J.Lo neBer come todae.. ahha.. so sHIoK.. bEst tML also duN coME lah..

aFter sCh, plAnned to watch The eYE 2 vcd with huiting, yuling, siew kiang, jovin and myself
at my hse of coz!
than siew kiang pang say lor.. n i m realli pissed up with her freaking actions liao..
nEber minD loRx.. tML, if she gonna TL with me..
she will get it from me lor.. haha

oh YEah.. pLans for this week.. hMM.. wed g0 0rchArd.. buY my ruNNInG shOEs..
mE & vIN pLan to chAnge to home clothes than go arcade.. haha
than friday.. i dun noe got go out a nt..
feel lyk asking jie jies to k-box..
-bleah-
k-box fan now.. haha
than sat wiLL meet pang & jovin @ aBt 4?
thaN We g0 pLaY pOOl.. hEhEE..
hoPefuLLy aLL wiLL be successful loRx..

hMmM.. nOte to MyseLF AGAIN! haha.. bELx aR.. stOP dReaMIng lE, kK? iT's kINda iMPosSIbLE lahx.. anYwaE, iT's timE u STUDY!

2004-04-04T16:42:00.000+08:00

s0mEfiNk iZ wR0nG

haix.. my right eyebrow still jumps every now and than.. wah la.. mus be something bad happening soon.. damn sianx... these few days keep getting lectures for daddy.. i noe it is for my own good lah.. but it's like.. i cant get myself to juz freaking sit at my study table and study!... i haf no aims.. that's y.. i need somebody to push me! well, a cute guy will do the trick! -wInkS- haha.. the person, i know u noe who u are i know can do it! -bLeaHs-.. okie lah.. i will try to lah..

hMmM.. adding one more new item to my wishlist.. i want a pair of running shoes.. my current one gives me blisters. so, this wed, will call them to accompany me to buy lor.. haBen tot of wat i want yet.. but i fink i will try to look ard or nike one loR.. instead of adidas.. =)

2004-04-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

the monkeys,
the ponies.. aLL too perfect!

yeah.. i went to the zoo this morning!!
wah la! it is so cool!
though i skipped british council lessons
took the risk..
but it's all worth it i guess!

the asian elephants,
sealions,
rainforest animals
are all so well-trained
by the trainers in zoo
to be able to give the audience
such an amazing and enjoyable
performance and of coz'
leaving us the unforgetable memories..

the white tigers,
foxes,
baboons,
reptiles
all so scary but nice..

the sealions,
sun bears,
kangeroos,
monkeys,
ponies,
animals @ children's world
are all so fasincating and adorable..

took a ride on one of the Asian elephants
and joVin was kinDa terRified by it..
kept screaming.. haha.. but it
was a cool experience for me..

though 15, the childish and playful
spirit is still there in our young hearts..
played the bubble bowl with jovin
@ Play Land..
along with huiting and jovin again
we join the toddlers and lil' kids
in the swings and slides and other stuff
at the playground..

we had our tram ride too.. yeah..
than we went off after the final show of the sealions.
it's about 3 plus when we left...
the memories will stay
of coz' there are some photographs to remind us still

proceeded on to Marina South..
for wat? jovin, me, siew kiang & yuling
went there to eat.. BBQ & steamboat!
cool huh?
but ya noe wat? vin's bao bei came down
and the mood like went away..
the atmosphere was so weird..
than they left...
haha.. leaving the 3 of us behind
with TONS of food!!
oh yeah, i saw Lydia from B.C!
she was jus sitting the table next to ours..
anyways, ate & ate & ate.. so fIlling..
even packeted the prawns and a crab home..
siew kiang took it home.. coz' we dun wan it..
haha.. so, think that's all lor.. haha

2004-04-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

hoPefuLLy

hopefully, i wake up to my darn sensibilityof seriousness.
hopefully, i start to study soon for my 'N's...
hopefully, i start to be sensible and take care of myself.
hopefully, i learn to change so dat dad & mom would nt haf to get too worried abt me.
hopefully, i learn to stop all my crappy stuff in school and concentrate.
hopefully, i start my weekly routine of going to band every thursdae..
hopefully, i stop copying answers frm friends and answer booklets..
hopefully, i learn the good instead of bad..
hopefully, i start my exercise routine everyday to stay healthy
hopefully, i change my eating habits and take onli 2 meals a dae..
hopefully, i will be able to slim down by juLy..
hopefully, i hope wat i hope will come true...

and last of aLL,
hopefully, i will be able to find someone whom i luRve and we haf the chemistry in each other to make the relationship a unforgettable one.. (=

2004-04-02T14:02:00.000+08:00

CURSED!

ARGH! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I M CURSED!!! JUS BLOG JUS NOW THAN FOR NO APPARENT REASON, THE WINDOW JUZ CLOSED DOWN AND NT ALLOWING MY TO SAVE MY ENTRY!!! FUCK! I REALLI M CURSED!!! LOST TWENTY FIVE BUCKS & SOME REALLI NICE NEOPRINTS.. THAN IT'S RAINING NOW AND FUCKING HELL.. THERE IS LIGHTNING.. THIS WHOLE WEEK... A FEW DAES, MY EYEBROWS KEPT JUMPING LOR.. THAT MEANS BAD LUCK!!!! MY RIGHT EYEBROW.. I TRUST THEM NOW... ARGH!!! THAN KANA SCOLDING.. THAN TML HOW?? GOT ANYTHING A NT? HAIX.. GIVING SECOND THOUGHTS ABT GOIN TO THE ZOO LIAOX.. FEEL LYK JUZ' STAYING @ HOME JUZ' IN CASE ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS TO ME...

*p/s: those who are reading this blog and probably luffing.. i tell u lor.. u fucking hell juz' get out of my bloody blog and never return.. and yeah.. U SUCK!

2004-03-31T19:21:00.000+08:00

bubbles of life

hMM.. shaLL i start frm yday or todae? kk.. yday than.. yday lehX.. story continues by me going to Raffles hospital with daddy.. remember? the pimple on my ear? yeah.. than that doc gave me 2 options lor.. 1- to apply medicine and come back 2 days later.. 2- do a minor surgery to squeeze out the stuffy.. than dad keep persuading me to do the 2nd option lor.. than okie lor.. wah liaox.. pain nia.. asshole.. doc say like pierce ear.. where got? more pain lor.. kaox.. pain until my tears juz' flows out of my eyes uncontrolably.. haha.. nvm lah.. i nt shy one.. haha

than todae ne.. haf photo taking sesssion lehx.. wah liaox..haha.. dun noe will it be nice a nt.. hehee.. than lehx.. watched My GIrL @ Plaza Singapura with huiting and jovin lor.. ahha.. kana pang say by weide they aLL.. haha.. nvm lah.. but hor.. that show is damn nice lor.. so funny... i luff so much coz' of jovin also.. ahhaha...should catch it if u all haven.. haha.. hMmM.. i wanna watch 50 first love next week? haha.. dun noe out le mahx.. yeah.. todae's wednesday rite? ahha.. soo.... off i go for my hip-hop lessons.. hope is the guy cher' lorx.. later the gal cher' make me twist my body again.. kAoz.. haha

2004-03-30T14:09:00.000+08:00

kaOx!! %$&#@

-SIGHS- todae juz' sucks lor.. haha.. julie low that fucking big ass bitch found out i copy from the answer book loRx.. my fault though.. but come on lahX.. muz' like tat use detention to scare pple mehx? BITCH! u SUCK!!! call my parents? haix.. dun noe her lahx.. hopefully she dun lor.. anyway, recess time also.. very suay... mr.singh caught me and jovin TWICE for trying to bring my apple tea and her green tea out of the canteen.. damn funny lor.. than hor.. he say we dishonest.. haha.. wateva.. than we abt to go liaoz. he call me come back.. bastard! ask me to take out my friendship band, rubber band & socks.. haha.. that pair of socks i buy from Japan one leh.. anyway.. than walk with my shoes but w/o my socks lor.. nvm lah.. haha.. i rather wawlk with shoes onli than to buy school socks.. disgusting lor..

now, chatting with tai kor lorx.. waiting for my lunch to be bought back by daddy.. he gonna bring me see doc.. oh yeah.. did i say? i got this darn pimple in my ear lorx.. kaox.. eeee... haha.. later go and see doc.. very scared.. haix.. suay enuff?? hahhaa...

2004-03-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

f0r a MoMenT

waitin for my tuition cher' to come loRx... leSSons enDed at 4.30 todae.. 2.30-4.30 was chemistry remedial.. sian diao loRx.. haha.. anyway, than go to central lahX.. eat Ban Mian.. joViN ate tom yum.,.. than go NTUC to buy tibits for tmL loR.. oh yeah.. me & jovin check the 2nd hand handphone prices.. E700A is $620 leh... KaoX... than is trade in my current phone to change V200 is $290.. hMmM.. can consider? haha..

anyway, things happened todae loR.. nt very good news loR.. but i rather settle this soon instead of dragging lahX.. so, if u ( u noe hu u are) read this.. i tell u loRx.. in that one week, u shld already haf some preparations lor.. it's pretty obvious lahx.. anyway, will nt continue further.. very sick of this liaox..

-byEx-

2004-03-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

sHe wEnT oUt aGaiN

todae's british council lesson was a lil' bit different.. todae.. we had practises for our oral examination.. than i couldn't sit with jie wen again because she was made to pair up with eh.. dun noe his name.. haha.. than i was made to partner with ying lin.. haha.. he is so.. hMmM.. tanned? cute? okie.. haha.. anyway, he is like damn blur lor.. add him in friendster.. than saw his photos.. say i spy him.. hahhaa..

than met up with j0vIn first lor.. @ LidO enterence.. that guRL's so sweet todae.. haha.. than meet pangz & huiting after tat at far east.. saw them getting down the bus.. haha.. than they pei me & j0vIn to eat LJS AGAIN! this week eat LJS three times liaoz.. haha.. than juz' walk ard @ far east.. than walk down to hEErEn loRz.. there.. we took nEopRinTs.. haha.. i scanned some.. the other neoprint we take.. nt that nice.. so, i nv scan lorz.. haha.. than after tat,, joVin guRL went to meet her bao bei.. so left me, tRiSa & hUiTIng..go TakA.. buy some food.. sit down and eat loRz.. than go to wisma..went to topshop again.. haha.. i'm going to buy the rib pleated ra ra skirt.. damn cute lor.. haha.. costs $49.. hMmM.. drag mom there lor.. -wInkS- than after tat, go mac.. huiting eat lor.. i also.. than go home le.. haha... that's the end of todae.. (=

2004-03-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

droplets of water..

it's fridae le.. so fast lorz.. haven done much studying yet.. haiz.. todae, go to k-box with evelyn again.. that guRL bought E700A.... very nice phone.. haiz.. but cannt get it soon lor.. anyway, sang for like very long lor.. damn shiok. haha..tml going out again.. haiz.. bitch nia.. (=

2004-03-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

found this pix somewhere.. hehee.. nice yeah? hMmM.. yEah.. afTer skool, skipped math remedial than went out with Jovin to eat LJS again @ J8.. than buy things lor.. basket! kana bluffed by xiao wei.. haha.. she say U weekly got bae yong jun's autographed poster.. than i buy.. chey.. is wan coupon one.. so, if u happen to read this blog.. pls! tell me if u haf U weekly k? thanks.. anyway, i tot todae can come back and do homework... stoopid me... bring P.O.A & math back.. but dun noe wat question to do.. haha.. later than i ask lor.. i will take a nap first.. heehee.. (=

2004-03-23T19:32:00.000+08:00

lOng tIme nO quIzzIe..

taken from friendster one.. last edited by ChloE.. =)

A - Age : 15 pLus

B - Band listening to right now : Craig David..

C - Career in future: wAnnA bE LawyEr oR iN a oRchEstrA...

D - dream last night: nO dReAm..

E - Easiest person to talk to: mYseLf..

F - Favourite song at the moment: Red BloOdeD woMen bY kYLie mINoGUE & tHis lUrvE bY mArooN 5..

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: GummY woRmS.. sO sLimy bUT sWeet.. (=

H - Hometown: RaInboW GarDenS..

I - Instruments: fLutE...

K - Kids: lil' gUrLs ArE uSuALLy vErY sWeet And LiL' bOis vEry hAndsOMe...

L - Longest car ride ever: t0 gEntinG loRz..

M - Married or single: siNgLe..

N - Number of siblings: 2 ELdeR iRRitaTinG yEt cAriNg koR koRs..

P - Phobia[s]: lOSinG thE oNes I lURvE?

Q - Favourite Quote: hELLo? eXcuSe m0i?

R - Reason to smile: coz' i Dun kNow WaT wiLL hAppEn tHe vEry nExt MinuTe so, i waNNa mAke SUre ThaT every mINutE is spEnt wiF a sMiLe..

S - Song you sang last: tHis LurVE bY mArOOn 5..

T - Time you wake up: 6.35a.m?

U - Unknown fact about me: i Haf tWo yELLow HeLLo kiTTy pILLows siNCe yOung aND a pInk bOLstEr too... aLL mAdE bY my GraNdmoTher.. (=

V - Vegetable you hate: bEaNspRouts & cELerY..

W - Worst habit: rEaLLi lAzY...

X - X-rays you've had: x-RaY oN my fiNgers... kOR koR cloSed The dOOR anD my FingErs wErE cauGht iN beTweeN.. *soBs*

Y - Yummy food: riGht nOW, kiNda sIaN oF ouTsiDe foOd loR.. sO, iT's gOtta bE hOme coOkEd foOD...

Z - Zodiac sign: cAnCer

2004-03-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

BlacK MoNdaE

-grins- got the MD liaoz.. so cool loR.. hEEhEE.. bUt hoR, that koR koR RecoRd De songs can more nan ting a bit lor.. damn old le.. except for sun yan zi and jay zhuo.. haha. but still.. thanks!! (= kK, todae's first dae... very bad morning... had to rub the board that is filled with writings of a permanent marker.. and all done by mr.chua.. but todae also nt my duty lor.. sk one.. haiz.. neBer mind lah.. i dun take it to heaRt..

english lesson leHz.. i foRgot to bRing that worksheet.. but i think it is missing loR.. haiz.. also dun noe go where le.. lYk got lend to somebody leh.. hMm.. neBer mind again loR... k lah.. i stop here coz' koR koR slping.. cannt distuRb... (=

2004-03-21T16:19:00.000+08:00

last dae

last dae of holidaes le.. boring.. hMm.. doing some of my h/w juz now.. hMm.. think i will juz' change to another person lor.. i hope i can lor.. as in.. do things differently.. i want to.. anyway, i changed a new skin for my blog.. simple but still nt bad lor.. (=
received email for tai kor.. kaoz.. cannt buy for me the roxy wallet.. haha.. neber mind lor.. jie's on the wae back lor.. yeah! should be getting my MD the next time i see her.. anyway.. upload some pictures.. from winter sonata.. hopefully can see lor.. -grins-

2004-03-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

-sIgHs-

i dun noe wat i expect from myself or from everybody else.. haiz..
regrets are probably too late..
that's probably the result of being bitchy... (=

anyway, enuff of sobby and sad stuff.. got totally hooked to 2 songs.
maroon 5-this love.. (can msg than i send u the song) (=
kylie minogue- red blooded woman
so, day's boring..
wanted to wake up early to go changi airport..
to do wat?
send bae yong jun off..
but after waking up @ 8.. i doze back to lalaland..
waking up @ 11... i missed him! argh..
than wake up and continue on with the winter sonata..
-bleah- nt gonna slp tonite unless i finish the show..
totalli in love with him man.. -muacks-
oh yeah.. i bought the chi newspaper and
someone else bought the new paper.. very happy..
got him leh.. yday also buy I-weekly.. -smiles-
he is soo hMmM.. nt handsome.. but like drug like tat..
will get u hooked.. haha..
the next time he come.. i promise.. i will chase him like how xiao wei chase S.H.E..
(= i think so.. m at home alone.. so lonely.. )= parents gone out to concert.. bro out wif his friends..
got home abt 10.30? went to find jimei, ting, pang, jeslin, xiao wei..
went to arcade to play.. nt bad lah.. quite fun.. heez...
than go sit sit talk talk lor.. nt exactly talk lah.. haha..
than all parents kp liao.. so mus balik kampong.. |=
k lor.. like tat onli lor.. m hungry now.. very.. haiz..

2004-03-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

)=

X= god noes wat on earth m i doing.. i dun wanna noe.. and i dun wish to rack abt it anymore.. time will guide me as i carry on.. i believe.. my mind's realli realli messy... everything's spinning round.. i'm breaking down soon..

sorry is all i can sae.. as time passes, i guess things will be different lor.. haiz... i hate myself..

2004-03-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

BAE YONG-jUN RAWKS!

Kk.. be prepared.. i m gonna be damn crazy now lor.. read it or leave it.. hehe.. anyway, todae me & my jie jie,trisa, went to Changi Airport to do something related to my title... heehee.. yeah.. we went to see Bae Yong Jun.. HE TOTALLY RAWK K? he is sooo charming.. a women killer k? and an all age women killer.. noe wat? he is soooo fair! but still.. can faint lor.. i haf never done such a thing lor.. jus took a glimpse of him but i m going bonkers le lor.. haha.. anyway, if he is standing in front of me.. and there is onli the two of us.. i would just hMm... i might must tear away his shirt haha.. eh.. dun think Y Y hor.. haha... see muscles onli.. =D than will give him a big big hug.. heehee.. wah liao.. the next few daes will probably go bonkers cos of him.. ahha.. we actualli ran to chase his car.. but when we are out.. too late.. gone.. he is staying grand capitol hotel.. and i've been bugging trisa jie to go to suntec tml.. ahha.. he is there... oh gosh!

2004-03-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

RaWk!

juz' back from window shopping with my jie, trisa.. haha.. bought a realli cool ring.. plastic one.. with 2 colors.. damn nice.. also buy the surfbabe bag lor.. cheap cheap.. so worth it lor.. onli $12.90.. we ate at V8 cafe .. i ate fish & chips.. jie ate chicken baked rice.. stupid yeah? jus go all the way to bugis there to eat.. aha.. anyway.. than went down to cineleisure than heeren... saw darryl, wee khuang.. they supposed to be with phui shan.. but i didn't see her.. hide away from them.. but they saw us.. and i suppose this caused a little bit of missundaztanding.. not going into details.. but i m still gonna be stubborn and break ur heart... sorry.. u did nt tell us u were waiting for us.. if u gonna say it's common sense.. than tell u wat.. i dun noe because i m not a person with common sense!

nt gonna spoil my mood because of that.. anyway.. will be meeting mom soon for hip hop dance again! haha.. oh yeah!! Bae Yong Jun is arriving tml... nothing is gonna stop me from going to the airport to pick him up tml!! haha.. going with jie jie again!!! =D will try to get some pictures.. heehee..

2004-03-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

Be There When I Need You.

juz' finished my dinner.. haha.. had a yummy dinner.. dad bought curry fish head lehx.. anywae... usin' dad's laptop to blog now.. in front of the teevee.. watching me & my dad's fav. show.. i love my home. on channel 8 @ 9p.m everydae!

-bleah-

2004-03-16T18:24:00.000+08:00

tiMe fLieS

waLa! h0w tImE fLies mAn.. iT's aLreaDy e 2Nd daE oF e hOLidAex niA.. nT tOO bAD.. i M aGaiN iN 1 oF thOSe uNeXpLaInaBle hAppiE mOoD... hAhA..

woKe uP todAe anD haD bReakfAst oF cAkeS & kAwfEE.. thAn foLLoweD by tuiTiOn.. aFter tAt lEhx, wEnt ouT wiTh DaDDy tO pLaZa sIngaPuRa.. wEnt tO swEnSen'S foR LunCh.. i AtE tEriyAki chIckEn buRgEr & RinG-a-DinG-a-LinG iCe-CremE.. DaDDy hAd bReaDed ChicKen & BaNanA spLit iCe-cReMe.. -LicKs liPs-

WeNt tO cArrEfouR aFTer mAkaN to ShoP.. bUY iCe-cRemE.. hAhA.. i BougHT diZ' vAnILLa CrEmE dEssErT tHinGy... bUggEd DaDDy tO bUy voDka mUdsHaKe tO tRy.. hE bouGht bOTh IcE KawFEe anD CaraMeL... thAn buY sOme sAusAgeS & yOghuRt.. thAn dAddY boUght 2 tINts oF aNderseN's oF denMarK iCe-crEmE.. thAt gUy's crAzi For iCe-crEmE.. bUy moCha AlmoND fUdgE aND dAniSH nOUgAt... oF coZ' moCha AlmOnd FudGE iS I chOOse onE laHx.. hAhA..

aNywaE, tHat's aBt iT foR toDae.. oH yeAh! i uPLoaDed thE piCturEs taKen oN frIdaE!! enJoy!! -grIns-

2004-03-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

PINK- Jus LikE a PiLL

I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

2004-03-15T13:25:00.000+08:00

messedup.

obviouslyeverythingisdifferentnow.
butsomepplejuzheckandcontinue
doingwattheywant.
theydunfuckinghellgifitadamnabt
whatthepeoplearoundthemarethinking.
butsincetheywantitthiswayipersonally
willnotcallthemtruefriends.
theyonlicomeoverandjoinus
whentheyarelonely.
whentheyfindbacktheirowncompany
theretheygorollingback
totheirownfriendsnleavingthoseothersbehind.
beingsarcasticithinkusuck.bye.

2004-03-14T20:56:00.000+08:00

i predict my holidaez will suck!

okie.. i went swimming @ Bishan with cuzzies ydae as well as todae.. hmmM.. i gif up.. i jus type everything i did on sat lah.. ahha..
-go school for art
-british council lessons
-pilates @ Amore.. (damn boring)
- came home
-go swimming..

todae leh.
wake up.
chat wif cuzzie.
go swimming.
came home.
play
eat steamboat.
and now.. rot

hMmM.. overall summary of my feelings is BORED! my dad's on leave for the next whole damn week.. i dun noe how to die man.. haiz.. sianz.. i see him.. he see me.. got some problems with friends now too..haiz.. everything.. EVERYTHING is so hmm... different.. so difficult to handle.. gRrR...

2004-03-12T16:36:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be another dae with the sunshine.

Happy Anniversary dear.. hMmM.. (counts with my fingers) it's 5 months rite? haha...

-sighs- i wanna go to S.H.E autograph session ar!!! but daddy dun allow.. KAOZ.. haiz.. hopefully jovin's fren can help me to sign lorz... so dissapointing.. haiz.. anyway.. nvm lor.. todae last dae of school liao leh.. holiday le! YES!!! haha... got back the result slip and it sucks lah.. 5 grade 5.. haha.. pathetic huh? nvm lor.. buck up lah. ahha..=D

boring man.. now also nothing to do at all... jus now go to joanne's house but so boring also.. than i come home also so boring.. can die nia.. haiz..haha... realli wish i can go to the autograph session leh.. ARGGHHHH!!!!!!!!! kao pei lah!!!! GRR..

pissed off..

2004-03-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

EmPtY hEaRt

-sighs- i realli m tryin' to take things in a different way.. but how? it isn't that easi.. trust me.. realli in a fix now... diZ' was probably all caused by my stupid ownself.. no idea y till now..

hmMm.. f0rget it lahz.. anyway, todae, god dropped tears again.. than after school.. gotta stay for the darn math remedial.. coz' i got caught by ms. rasima.. ARGH! god dammit yeah? didn't keep a lookout for her.. haha.. she requested a parent's letter.. so.. go loRz.. bo Bian.. than after tat, me, siew kiang, huiting, pangz & xiao wei went to eat ban mian @ Central.. than all balik kampong except me & siew kiang.. we went to Popular after tat.. and i got some stuff.. hmmm.. wat can i say? juz' wasting money onli loR... b'coz.. i noe that i will nt need them and there are of not much use to me loR.. haha.. hu cares? the lady here is feeling down.. and the onli way to feel betteR is pRobably to spend $$!! than went home.. and fell asleep.. too tired.. plus the weather that is making everybody feel sleepy.. haha.. than mom called me.. to go for the hip hop dance @ Amore.. but i realli cannt wake up nia.. than nv go loR.. neber mind loR.. this week lesson change to Pilates.. -grins-

argh!! having a headache now manz.. haiz.. i noe.. i hate my emotions.. and i make it clear... I HATE MY EMOTIONS!!

2004-03-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

It's not getting any better

sian diao.. sian diao... lyk the title.. things aren't getting any better.. hMmM.. short summary abt todae lah.. mrs.low lesson hor.. she changed our places.. me and jovin.. change to the front.. and in the new sit.. guess hu is in front of jovin? colourful cloud.. interesting yeah? but nvm lah.. after school.. the guRlz went to find mrs. low and complain lorZ.. and yeah!!! we got back our places.. heehee

2004-03-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

MoonDay BluEz

boredom.. boredom.. boredom.. blasting on speakers Pink- God is a DJ on repeat mode.. it's one of the normal monday blues that i m suffering right now.. no teevee programmes that is interesting.. nobody to sms or chat with.. the rain's pouring in... the beginning of a new week.. also Equivalent to mountains of homework coming.. -sighs-

feeling realli upset lah.. hMmM.. i dun noe y either.. but i juz' can't bring myself to face the music again.. i noe.. it happens to me all the time.. no longer something realli new.. -grins- soon, i've gotta do some soul-searching man.. well, enuff of those moody blues la...

lessons ened at 4 todae.. boring yeah? plus todae whole dae raining.. anyway, despite the rain, xiao wei, tingz, huiting, jimei, jovin, siew kiang, pangz, yuling & myself went down to Mac @ braddell during the half an hour break.. haha.. ate during chemistry remedial lorz.. anyway, paul nah didn't care.. haha.. oh yeah... realli damn pissed off.. on the way to school.. walk halfway than down keep the rain.. urgh.. got drenched lor.. than chinese lesson, me & Esmond took the chinese test that we missed on Thursday... kaOz.. ask that colourful cloud to lend the chinese handbook.. and she gave me face like " huh? u wanna cheat huh?" fuck! FUCK! she'd better not let me catch her cheating.. sure gif her hell one.. anyway, came home... than tried to take a realli short nap for lyk half an hour? but cannt get to slp at all.. haiz.. nvm.. than had chinese tuition juz' now...

well, i juz' wish things will be better ... =(

2004-03-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

Untitled

-grins- juz' got back from Jurong East... went swimming.. erm.. or rather playing with the guRlz... xiao wei, ting ting, jimei, huiting, pang, joanne, jovin went.. cool huh? eh.. dun pray pray ar... 2N2 guRlz lehz.. heehee..

hMmM.. it's probably juz' me being too sensitive or paranoid... kinda feeling very moody today... hMmM... probably over last's night stuff.. but lehZ.. han ming kor kor cheered me up.. he and his lame brother.. talk to them.. realli luff until sore throat.. but hMmM.. still.. nothing can cover up the dissapointment and sadness i've got inside me.. i need someone whom i can realli talk to now.. badly!! -sighs-

2004-03-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

K-BoX rAwKs!

yeah.. i'm sick again for the second time of the year.. haiz.. such a weakling... falling sick twice in three months.. lousy yeah? anyway.. despite this damn sickness, i still went to K-Box with evelyn leh.. ehhe.. sing like siao lor.. very fun lehz.. will be going back again soon.. heehee.. anyway.. off to watch teevee lah.. oh yeah.. tml going to jurong east to swim leh.. heehee.. -grins-

2004-03-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

wOrLd oF uN-hAppinEss

my life seems to fill with un-happiness these few days.. but juz' can't get it worked out... -sighs-

2004-03-04T12:57:00.000+08:00

urgh

stupid day.. haha.. kor woke up late today.. he woke up @ 7.30.. goshie.. so, that means i woke up late too.. feeling nt very well with my throat decided to skip school.. daddy agreed.. anyway, it's like huh? so late le.. still go school.. go school sure kana detention.. might as well go back to sleep?? but today got chinese test.. haha.. forget it.. i dun care anyway..

okie.. so.. went back to primary school yday for founder's day. boring place it has become.. haiz.. no teachers i noe.. but got this teacher by the name of Mr. Aw.. wah!! leng zai!! =D haha.. but too bad.. he is married..! >:( ahaha. okie.. than went to mac with evelyn lor.. than after tat meet mom for hip hop dance.. very goodZ!! i lurve it.. ahaha.. the instructor's a pretty guRl.. but too bad. i m a guRl.. ahaha.. -grins- haha.. so, shall stop here... dun feel like typing but feel like lazing ard.. =D bYe

2004-03-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

ThE pHanTom oF tHe oPerA

got back another subject paper le.. that is chemistry. haiz.. got onli 24/30. shal lah.. all gif away marks question.. also get wrong.. haiz.. nvm.. try my best also. so, would nt be too bad.. dun noe my math how leh.. maybe fail again.. haha.. anyway, today, during PC lesson.. mr. chua brought us to the Library. there, i found a realli interesting book.. The Phantom of he Opera. wah liaoz.. though it may be a simple book.. but i m totally in luRve with it.. read non stop loR.. g0 t0ilet also read... i meant. jus step into the toilet lah.. haha.. realli interesting.. will get mom or dad to bring me down or ask my fren to esplanade there to borrow the cd.. and find another book on it.. i m nt getting sick of the story...simply too irristable.. haha..

so, after school.. had geog remedial.. than go out with sk & yuling to find jovin and huiting near jovin's house.. took a cab down.. and noe wat? the uncle so talkative man.. keep talking all the nonsense.. cannt tahan man.. ahha.. anyway.. dun bother abt him lah.. haha... we went to jovin house loRz.. fool around as usual.. -bleah- and so, that's all todae.. off to watch my teevee show.. tata

2004-03-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

QuaCk QuaCk

back form school.. hMmM.. haiz.. tot of skipping school today. but in the end did nt.. my jie jie did. ahha.. anyway, yday's aerobics was nt bad lah.. a lil' touch on dancing also.. so.quite fun.. haha. but leh.. nt my type.. so, will join hip hop dance. ahhaa. =D than met up with jie jie(trisa) after that.. went to far east again.. juz' shop around there onli lah.. ate ya kun bread and eggs.. haha. than take neoprints again.. die lah.. neoprint- siao leh.. haiz. ahaha..

so, today's nt too bad lah.. got back some results liao.. quite dissapointed with some.. but also veri happy with some.. here are the marks.. haha.. dun luff k? haha.. english- 23/40.. geog- 9/25 (wtf!!! haha.. explain later..) accounts - 16/20 (cheat one.. heehee) physics -24.5/30( nv cheat hor..)

haha.. kk.. there they are... hMmM.. english leh.. quite happy lah.. coz' i usually fail my english compre.. so, nt too bad.. hehee.. than geography.. hMmM.. i can explain tat.. no time to do my map-reading.. lame though.. but realli damn rush lor.. so, gotta stay back for remedial tml..(argh!!) than accounts ar.. haha.. second highest in class.. but.. i kinda feel bad.. coz' it is not done based on my own knowledge.. so, i seriously dun deserve this.. in fact, i deserve more of a tight slap and F9.. -bleah- than physics... heehee.. -grins- very happy.. did nt copy but still got such marks.. YES!!! heehee.. hMmM.. change my mind.. probably copy one Qs. ba.. seriously cannt remember le.. but =D nt bad lehz !!!

b-o-r-i-n-g.. having tuition later.. haiz.. boring.. hMmM.. slp awhile first.. hehee..

2004-02-29T11:29:00.000+08:00

Will I be there when u call me in e middle of e nite?

juz' woke up nt long ago. haha. the first thing i did after washing up was to check my blog.. haha.. too nice liao.. luRve it man.. hehe.. anyway, nt much plans for today leh. so sianz. will be going with mommy later to Amore for Hi-Low aerobics? haha.. m i too young for tat? hMmM.. i wanna join Hip-Hop dancing or kickboxing. haha. will try out later lorz. did nt go for that band orientation coz' it is all mixed adults. she wans me to join a teenage gal band. huh? sounds so bitchy. heehee. nvm abt tat. =)

haf a nice day yeah? XxXhUgSXxX

2004-02-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

YEAH!

yippee! i got a new bloggie design le.. it seems to me like galz kissing.. but anyhow, i think its nice. HEY. nt tat i m a lesbian!! haha. anyway, nt bad lorz. hMmM.. i luRve my music.. stacie orrico - i promise. very meaningful and touching lor. heehee..

hMmM.. today's report. haha. nth much lah. went for my british council lessons onli. todae start to talk more to Jie Wen liaoz. haha. nt bad say. probably she is equally crazy as me.. hehe.. hu noes? anyway, supposed to go out with mommy to that free thingy exercise.. but she horz. haiz. come home. shocked me & daddy with her color. i mean come on lah. since u said that that salon is nt good.. y are u still going back there and getting worse results? her hair color now is like wot? RED? orangy red. so striking lor. does nt suit her at all. onli state out our comments. tu lan until now. stupid one lor. than ask me to take a plate for her. how i noe for wat she want it? so take small one out lor. than shout me. i tu lan at her. she kao pei. haiZzZ. juz' b'coz her hair sux? well, actully nt very lor.. but nt nice for her onli..*siGhS*

i'm beginning to hate weekends for all i noe.. y? cause i will nt get to see baby at all. haiz.. missing him totally right now. =(

2004-02-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

I Promise

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

2004-02-27T15:26:00.000+08:00

Mocha Chocolata ya ya

hiYa peeps. hmMm.. i had fun today during P.E for all i noe. haha.. that crazy xiao wei and myself played the damn jumping jacks. ahha. but realli fun. then today played captain's ball too. haha. at first try out badminton with xiao wei.. than realli ja lat. than play bball. but the guys come and take up our space.. so in the end play c.ball lor. with eileen, ya wen, lynn, chai ying, ting ting, jimei, xiao wei, wei yun and myself lor. haha.. not bad lah. quite fun.. then during Ss lesson. got back our first class test. bloody hell. (oOpS) i write sooOoO many things onli got 16 marks out of 25. *Mabel rolls her eyes* anyway, went out with trisa. feeling a lil' guilty though. coz' supposed to pei darryl home. but geez.. sorry.. hmMm.. ate LJS with pang lor. took a walk @ J8 and had neoprints taken AGAIN!! oh ya.. i saw this billabong sling bag and realli feel lyk buying it. haha. longing for a sling bag. will bug daddy later. haiz. so notti huh? haha. nvm lah. =D he say no than i see how lor.. hehe.. mMmm.. should be meeting up with the girls tonite if possible. haha.. *bleah* anyhow, hey! mommy called to tell me that there will be free lessons or sumthing like dat @ Amara hotel for kickboxing.. tomolo!! will be going down with her lorz. =D since she invite me along. hehe.. and yeah. will be joining her SOKKA (or however u spell tat.) band. gees. haha.. dun noe which instrument to take. so, going down on sunday to try out lorz. hope i make friends there or else. haiz. haha..

i'm off to bed!! haaha.. *mUaCks to everybody.. *

2004-02-26T23:37:00.000+08:00

ruBBish.

sum rubbish again. heehe..
Not in order.

[10 of your favorite songs at this moment]

1. Britney spears- toxic
2. Hliary duff- come clean
3. Christina aguilera - the voice within
4. S.H.E - Ta hai shi bu dong.
5. jennifer paige - crush
6. Kelis - milkshake
7. Stacie orrico - there's gotta be more to life
8. duran duran - come undone
9. jie lun - gui ji
10. westlife - mandy

[09 things you're looking forward to]

1. Sleeping after I'm done with this.
2. tomolo after sch.
3. weekends.
4. catching something gotta give.
5. the next song playing on my winamp.
6. going to polytechnic.
7. P.E lesson? tomolo.
8. finishing all homework.
9. graduation of sec. school

[08 things you enjoy doing most]

1. Sleeping.
2. listening to mp3.
3. lazing around.
4. Chatting online.
5. thinking of him.
6. shopping.
7. going to sch though it is boring.
8. eating?

[07 favourite memories]

1. his birthday?

2. 12/11/03

3. my birthday @ thailand last year.

4. going to east coast to cycle & enjoy the breeze? with xiao wei that gang.

5. secondary 2 & 3 days. not so much stress. haiz.

6. primary school days.

7. christmas 2 years ago with tai kor, pris jie, denning kor going to daryl kor's house for PARTEE!!!

[06 things you touch everyday]

1. My handphone.
2. the keyboard and mouse.
3. my hair.
4. my toothbrush.
5. My pens.
6. My pillows.

[05 things you do everyday]

1. coming online.
2. Shower.
3. Brush my teeth.
4. talking on the phone.
5. Eat.

[04 things you are good at]

1. sleeping.
2. eating a lot.
3. lame jokes.
4. bullshitting.

[03 movies you'd watch over and over again]

1. What a girl wants.

2. Xia ri mo mo cha.

3. The princess diaries.

[02 artists or bands you've seen live]

1. A*mei!!!

2. cannt recall lehz.

[01 person you'd spend your life with]

1. myself.

2004-02-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

WaTerMeLon RaWkS.
been a very sleepy and tired day for me today. had no damn reason why. but anyway, lessons are boring today as well.. haha.. everyday's the same. well, to me it is. haha. daydream during chinese lesson instead of doin' ta workbk.. than during art.. i drew!! WOW! that's a miracle.. ms. siti will finally get to see something new from me. haha.. i drew a pharaoh. haha.. some Egypt barang barang lah. dun noe wat is it also. haha.. than english lesson today was extremely boring. did one spont. writing and copied out one TYS exercise b4 flying away to La La land. weird thing = mrs. low probably walked past me a few times but did not wake me up or sumthing. muahaha.. okie.. returned home after school. than eat liao.. use com awhile.. and some freaking angels frm La La Land took me away. was away since four.(if u noe wat i mean. haha) until almost eight.. mommy as usual bought food home.. but was still too tired to eat.. so, i juz' ate my meal. haha. hMmM.. will be watching teevee as well as drawing again.. haaha..

tAtA pEEps! =D

2004-02-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

wWwooHhh.
had another yummy-licious meal again. mommy bought back from the cafe cartel for me & dad. he had ribs and i seafood. i dun noe what the name leh. well, edible stuff. haha.. nvm than. dad started all his lame nonsense during dinner again.. abt his MC. haha.. oh ya. dad brought a new kawfee maker from Takashimaya. aiyohz. he is so.. i meant SO fascinated with it now. ya ya. haha.. so, m watchin' the damn teevee now. the show on channel 8. haiz. very sad yet touchin' show. hmMm.. hey. i haf physics test tml. but heehee. dun care la.. watch teevee first. haha.. and yeah, kor kor went out. and noe wat? i will be sharing room with my damn brother! ARGH! his friend from taiwan is coming down. and she's taking my room! haiz.. nvm lah.. haha.. i will make his room messy for sure. and i realli enjoy doing it.. heehee.. so, will continue with my teevee show now.. tata.. that's all folks.. for today! haha..

I'm addicted to u. dun u noe that u're toxic?

2004-02-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

I wanna ScReaM

juz' got back from ~~sch~~ nahz. juz' finished my lunch with xiao wei & siew kiang and got back home. nt a bad day today. except for too many tests going on. haha. for social studies, i could not write out the last factor in time. so, hopefully will nt affect too much on my marks? haha. than for math, god dammit. i drew a histogram instead of drawing a frequency polygon. ARGH! bleah. nvm abt tat.. P.O.A lehz. that hopeless subject. haf nothing to say coz' i suck at the subject. and needless to say again, copied lor. haha. i will get a tutor soon for accounts. haha. so, forget it now.. hMmM.. today's lesson was boring. BORING! during chem, luffed at that lame yet cute mr. paul. haha. that guy's growing fatter each day.. than accounts lesson, could not help myself from falling asleep. haha. pathetic. than chinese leh, xiao wei sat beside me. so, talk talk talk talk as usual.. haha..

bleah. rubbish realli means RUBBISH! haha. will be having tuition soon with mr. au. yeee.. that mor peng guy.. yew. yuCkS! he got this damn B.O which i can nv stand.. sad to say.. probably a lil' sarcastic.. haha.. okie.. that's the bad side of me.. *wiNks*

2004-02-24T17:59:00.000+08:00

B O U T.ME
[my name is]: Mabel Tang.
[in the morning i am]: always craving for more slp.
[love is]: a totally wonderful thing to me.
[i dream about]: myself becoming a millionaire. heehee.
[my age is]: currently 15. will turn 16 on 21 july of diz' year.
[my dress sense is]: alrite. but sumtimes, i gotta admit, it may suck.
[i like to think about]: the future.
[my most 'must have' things are]: my hp, money & my house keys.

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: his overall appearance i guess.
[last person u slow danced with]: nv slow dance b4. from wat i remember.
[who has the nicest hair]: no idea.
[who has the nicest smile]: my boyfren. =)
[who has the nicest body]: beckham?

-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: nay. no crushes allowed now.
[is easiest to talk to]: myself.
[makes you smile]: almost everybody can.
[is the best]: my dad?
[do you wish to be]: no thanks, i'd rather be myself.

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: nope.
[told a really bad lie]: yeap.
[been beatened up]: nay.a
[wished to have surgery to change your appearance]: seriously haf no idea.
[thought of suicide]: yes. i used to.
[thought of death]: yeap.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: my boyfren.
[hugged]: baby of cuz.
[you instant messaged]: my brother, andy.
[you laughed with]: my dad.
[you laughed at]: my dad as well. haha.
[who made you feel loved]: everybody. =)

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: HELL, NO..
[what's your favorite food?]: currently, i eat wat i feel lyk eatin'.
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: fruits, you mean? mango, watermelon, lychees. but i HATE BANANAS!
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] the emotional part. it hurts like hell and you can't bloody reach it because it's on the inside of you.
[trust others way too easily?]: yeah. at times i do.
[look up to others?]: nope.

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken?] a few probablyz.
[of hearts i have broken?]: a few, i guess. heehee.
[people I've kissed?] : ... :X
[of guys i have kissed?] : ......... :X
[of drugs taken illegally?] : nay. too 'guai' liaoz.
[of close friends?] : quite a number.
[of cd's that i own?] : I don't bother counting them.
[of tattos on my body?] : none. haiz.
[of things in my past that i regret?] : plenty of them. but well, it's already the past.
[people u like]: like rite? loads.

-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: i totally sucked. but plz' tahan me for a lil' while more. =)
[i want]: to have enough time to do things that i realli wanna do.
[i have]: a wonderful family whu cares for me & a boyfren who luRveS~ me.
[i wish]: i had magic powers to control my emotions.
[i hate]: bananas. okie, fine! i hate liars, bitches & so on.
[i miss]: my lil' cousiez. probably get mom to go down on sat to granny's place.
[i fear]: i will regret not studying for my tests and exams. Haiz.
[i see]: myself & my sucky hairstyle.
[i search]: for new hopes.
[i love]: the people around me. *mUaCkS*
[i ache]: in the head thinking abt the tests i haf tml and day after.
[i care]: about wat people think abt me.
[i always]: LAZY! and i dun noe y.
[i dance]: like shit but probably continue doing it.
[i cry]: very very easily. but tryin' my damn best not to.
[i do not always]: do my homework and it is a very bad habit. =(
[i write]: how i want to. and will not bother abt other pple comments.
[i confuse]: myself by being paranoid.
[i can usually be found]: school.
[i need]: TIME!! i realli need it.!
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: nay.
[favorite place to vent your anger:] i luRve the seaside. or changi airport. i luRve that place very muchie.
-ARE YOU A-
[wuss]: NO.
[druggie]: Nope.
[gang member]: NOO.
[daydreamer]: yeah. of cuz!
[alcoholic]: nay.
[freak]: duhZ..
[brat]: gee.. always!
[sarcastic]: maybe at times.
[goody-goody]: not in this life.
[angel]: yee.. no.. i dun think so.
[devil]: if you irk me BIG TIME, yes.
[friend]: HUH?
[shy]: heehee. yeah kind of.
[talkative]: definitely..
[adventurous]: dun noe lehz.
[intelligent]: i dun think so.. coz' if i was intelligent, i will not be filling this damn long questionaire. GrRr..

-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: all of them.
[wish you saw more often]: of my pri sch frenz.
[wish you could meet]: pri sch frenz.
[most sarcastic]: er. wei yun? shh.. =P
[wish you knew better]: jie wen..
[knows you best]: probably nobody.
[best outlook on life]: can't think of anyone.
[most paranoid]: no idea. probably myself.

-Self-Analysis-
[your best feature/asset]: my hands?
[most annoying thing you do]: i do loads of annoying stuff, ;)
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: filling this thing instead of studying for tml's tests.
[describe your personality in one word]: suck.
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: no idea.
[height]: 1.53cm. damn short.
[a smell that makes you smile]: my baby's deodorant.. heehee.
[a city you'd like to visit]: new york?
[a delicious dessert]: B&J's Pistachio Pistachios!!
[a book you highly recommend]: i haven't read a freaking book for months,
[the music you prefer while alone]: sentimental music..
[your favorite band]: not much of a preference. (actually i'm just plain lazy to type it all out.)
[a film you could watch over and over]: currently is what a girl wants. heehee.
[a TV show you watch regularly]: no idea. haha. jacky wu's variety show?
[you live in a]: place i call my home.
[your transportation]: all sorts of public transports.
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: nothing.

2004-02-24T16:34:00.000+08:00

b-o-r-e-d (",)

BleAh.. i juz' finish chinese tuition. and she sucked! bitch. gave me faces nvm. dun wanna teach than dun teach lah. so wat if i changed tuition many times and caused u trouble. come on. u are fucking hell paid to teach me! next week happen like tat.. u can say bye bye le lah. all this nvm, than ask me to copy a composition. u sot or wot? i tot normal homework. but u say, if i change lesson than must write 2 compos. u muz' be outta ur mind. ARGH!

I'm GeTTinG oUttA HERE!!!